i cant even begin to explain how i feel. just one of those moments when all the good in your life hits you at once. i love my boyfriend. i love my best friend. i love all my dear friends, my dear mother. my grandma and siblings. all my family. i am so ridiculously sorry i falter and that sometimes im a brat and let our friendships, and relationships slip through the cracks. im thankful for my sweet savior for saving me and my ungodly flesh. i am thankful that i am loved, that people believe in me, that i am strong, that i wont settle for complaceny, that i wont give up on myself or others. god i tell you now in front of everyone how beatiful this life is. see the good in today, learn from yesterday, strive for tomorrow. not happy? change it, today; not tomorrow. i love life & god, i could thank you forever for the happiness in my heart right now. thank you for reigning your blessings upon me. thank you for what i have had, what i will in the years to come. let me see everyday as an oppritunity to change something new. let me see new day as the prime time to make happiness for someone else. oh god use me. let someone see the happiness smile to brighten their darkness. let your light shine through me to illuminate their sadness. god thank you.
Literally disgusted. Fuck this shit & fuck you & fuck you again. Goodnight.
- Society: Every girl is beautiful.
- Fat girls: Really?
- Skinny girls: Really?
- Curvy girls: Really?
- Scene girls: Really?
- Preppy girls: Really?
- White girls: Really?
- Black girls: Really?
- Society: Wait let me be more specific
- Society: You need to have boobs the size of Canada, an ass that will put Nicki Minaj to shame, perfect porcelain skin with nary a single blemish, straight white teeth that will blind somebody that looks at them without sunglasses, hair that is thick and flows like a waterfall made of rainbows and unicorn tears, eyelashes that will touch your forehead and look natural doing it, soft hairless skin, and a smolder that will fry a chicken in a basket. You also have to be a size 00 because guys love it when they can see your ribcage.
- Society: Why is everybody getting depressed all of a sudden?
- Me: How will I do it?
- God: I'll be with you.
I’m gonna push everyone away because their closeness scares me & in the end I don’t want what I wanted in the beginning. Go me & my indecisive spirit.